Born Again

A piece I made about now.

I'm like this guy. Pondering and looking into the future while holding onto what is beautiful and important in my world.

The classic artist's tale of everyone telling me I shouldn't pursue what makes me tick. Well, no matter what, I'm a fucking photographer. Ugh. Sometimes I wish I wasn't. I wish I could just be satisfied by normal things like, how many likes I get on my selfies, or getting promoted in my copywriting job, or getting high. 

Artists, you know what I'm talking about.

I tried to ignore this feeling for a while and live a normal life, but I've never been so anxious in my life. Funny, huh? 

I'm scared to not be scared. 

Every time I ignore my instincts, it bites me in the ass. So, I shan't ignore them any longer.